In case you were checking in to see how I'm doing, I'm still whining.
I hate grieving. I'm bad at it. I have that voice in my head that says, "you're STILL upset about THAT? Hasn't it been like over two weeks? I think you're just wallowing in it."
The thing about grief that I hate - is you can tear off like the next 3 to 6 months - or longer - of the calendar and just know you're going to feel crappy during that time.
If you just read how I felt yesterday, cut and paste it into today.